Why can’t I just have a normal relationship with food? Why does it have to be restricting so much I nearly collapse, or binging until I feel like I’ll explode?
how do you stop lashing out at the one you love becuase you have 0 self confidence and think everyone is better than you so you don’t believe anything they say otherwise
also how do you tell them that without they trying to reassure you because you can’t be reassured becuase you feel how you feel and you hate everything about yourself and that’s not going to change
i am so, deprived of affection!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kiss me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my god!!!
I just wanna be the girl of someone’s dreams ya know
it’s hard for me to believe
that you are gonna love me forever
because there will always be another girl
who is better than me
and I’m afraid you are gonna
fall for her and leave me alone
how do you tell someone you want to kill yourself without making them worry